Nightswimming

Nightswimming

We had summers where the days and nights had no ends. We were young enough to live inside them completely and just old enough to know this was The good life.

There is a particular kind of day that only exists on holiday. It has no edges. It begins somewhere around late morning and it simply continues into the afternoon, into the evening, into the warm dark, and at no point does anyone suggest it should end.

I had summers like that in Spain. Days that dissolved into evenings that dissolved into nights by the water. We were young enough to live inside them completely and just old enough to know, somewhere underneath the carelessness, that this was the good part. That this specific lightness, salt air, warm stone, the whole night still open was not something you could hold onto. Only inhabit, for now.

We swam at night. The water was dark and warm and the shore lights barely reached us. There was nothing responsible about it and that was entirely the point. Those evenings had a quality I have never found anywhere else, not reckless exactly, but weightless. As if the ordinary rules of life had agreed to wait on the beach while we were in the water.

NIGHTSWIMMING is the scent of that feeling. The sea opens its ozonic, salt-edged, the warm air of an evening that has no intention of ending. Coconut and driftwood drift through the middle like the last of the afternoon still clinging to everything. At the base, moss and sandalwood settle in slowly, the shore at night, the dark water, the particular melancholy of a moment you are already a little in love with losing.